My Heart

Asobele Dare
4 min readJan 29, 2020
Photo by camilo jimenez on Unsplash

I’m being unfair to him
There’s so much more i could give but I’m being cautious you see
I need to know that he can swim and won’t sink in the flood of what this relationship is
It’s meant to strengthen him just like mine did for me
Nobody told me how hard recreating will be
Dare
A king and a kid
A gift and a lesson ,
There’s many sides to him
Dare
I knew where we stood from the very first day i meet him
He made it very clear to me even if not so nicely but our definitions did align quite nicely
Dare
His heart needs to be handled a little more gently than he would like to admit
He’s intensely strong and at the same time insanely fragile.
With the weight of purpose on his shoulders he squares them unafraid of the fight
Dare
When he pauses in his speech, he’s hurt
When his voice cracks as he speaks he’s broken
When he’s stressed out his voice drops and so does the shine in his smile
He’s almost addicted to God, he’s impressed by hardwork and just a little bit of sauce.
He’s real smile starts from his eyes, he’s instincts sharper than knives i think God has everything to do with that
Dare
His flawed like you and i
He hasn’t fully understood the concept and relevance of me time
He pushes through insurmountable amounts of personal issues to deal with real issues affecting different people at the same time
Dare
Sometimes I honestly think oh wow! He’s crazy
Sometimes he gets bored, scared, he feels ignored, he gets hungry, silly, he chokes on his words
He makes wishes, he has goals, feelings and real dreams
He believes that everyone has the potential to be extraordinary and sometimes feels responsible to help them acheive it but sometimes he’s faced with the frustration of seeing greatness in People who do not know that it exists
He does much more than people see, gives more than he receives but he’s okay with it
One thing I respect about him is his tenacity, he never gives up , never stops only pauses for check_ ins with God
Dare
He’s been hurt by love, left with scars and thorns
He has a heart with so much love to give if you are not careful you will drown in it but he’s afraid to receive love , he keeps wondering if it’s pure or just another diluted version which can destroy
He finds it hard to trust, planing your escape before you run but it’s not his fault, the ones he trusts seem to take off and run when push comes to shove
I doubt he has had anyone catch him without wanting anything in return
He seeks a relationship with genuine people
So he puts his faith in God trusting him to bring them along
Hoping he would in time bump into his tribe
A people who understand his heart and protect it
Dare
Life hasn’t always been easy for him but he has found a way to make it work, thriving even in hostile conditions with next to no emotional support
There’s much more to him than the words on this page
He’s a testimony of God’s saving grace, a reflection of the power of God’s love and a product of faith.
He loves to play
Love child of greatness and pain
Perfect blend of strength and meekness
You’re one of two people i love and respect that’s why I’ve been trying to protect you even from myself
But for me to be of any help you’re going to have to trust me my dear
You’re going to have to trust God and trust that he sent me here and I’m not going anywhere
Trust your instincts and my intentions would be made clear that’s why the holy spirit is there
Allow time do the rest , don’t stress
Dare
A course I’m still taking , there’s still so much more to learn
A rare priceless gem
His brother’s best friend and of course proof that God loves me
Dare
Makes me believe in possibilities and greatness
He is love and light personified
A constant reminder that God is with me. I hope he remembers that God is also with him
Ok now I’m exhausted so I will end with this statement
Investing in you has been one of my greatest achievements. Its a decision i would never regret plus the returns have been great interest. I guess that’s what you get when you invest in kingdom business.
Dare
You truly are a darling
My favourite kingdom investment

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Asobele Dare

Believe in God and Yourself and always know that You are Unstoppable